Faith~Hope~&~Love

PRAYERS NEEDED

2011-10-15T10:51:00.000-07:00

Went in for blood work and it came back quite elevated, so I need to go in for more testing to see if the cancer is back. I would appreciate any and all prayers, and thanks in advance. I am in a sort of daze so not a lot to report, but I will tell you that I trained and completed my 5k in 34:39 and out of 75 women came in 54th, not too shabby for my first 5k. My son will run the next two with me, so that will be fun. Blessings to you my friends and I will keep you informed as I find out.

I believe in the sun even when it is not shining. I believe in love even when I feel it not. I believe in God even when He is silent. *Written on a wall in a concentration camp*

© 2011 Shannon M. King. This publication is the exclusive property of Shannon M. King and is protected under the US Copyright Act of 1976 and all other applicable international, federal, state and local laws. The contents of this post/story may not be reproduced as a whole or in part, by any means whatsoever, without consent of the author, Shannon M. King. All rights reserved.

Happy Tuesday Peeps

2011-09-06T10:12:00.000-07:00

Hey there just wanted to say, yay the kids are back in school officially!!! So nice to have the house to myself for a few hours...so nice to be able to just listen to the quiet and not have someone yakking at me constantly. Love the kids, but also love quiet time.

Here is a little inspiration for today...

"It is our attitude at the beginning of a difficult task which, more than anything else, will affect It's successful outcome."
William James

I believe in the sun even when it is not shining. I believe in love even when I feel it not. I believe in God even when He is silent. *Written on a wall in a concentration camp*

My Journey With MFP Aug/Sept.

2011-09-02T11:10:00.000-07:00

So September was an AWESOME month for me all around. Joining the August challenge was a huge accomplishment and motivation for me. I lost inches (not sure how many) and 7.2lbs, so all in all it was a very productive month.

I signed up for my first 5k in October and I cannot wait to see how I do. My fastest time for a 5k so far is today's time 35:53, yay!!! Of course my 5k's are not official ones but 5k's non the less.

Alex, yes that picture of me is recent, although my hair is dark now, but yes that is me in July.

The kids are all heading back to school next week, woohoo! I am so ready for them to be back on a routine. Come the second week of September I will be helping out at our little store, for the lunch rush. Hopefully that will work out, my hubby is having me help out rather than have to spend the money hiring someone else to work a very short shift, 2hrs at most M-F. This will cut into my lunch date with my bff Julie and my cleaning job once a week, but I am sure I will figure something out.

I have become quite addicted (in a good way) to exercising at the local YMCA. Betcha have that song going through your head now. Ha, Ha !!! I love the elliptical trainer, adaptive motion trainer, and the recumbent bike trainer, they all give me a kick butt workout and are helping to shape my body. I have also added some weight training to my regime, and will be increasing that as time goes on and allows.

Our prune tree out back yielded quite a huge crop of prunes (taste like plums) and my son had my mother-in-law make us some prune jam...sounds gross but soooooo good. This winter we will be enjoying some tasty jam, can't wait.

Things at home are going well and we are having some great weather to boot. The hot days are not so hot anymore, and mornings are beautifully fall like. I can't wait for the trees to change their colors and to feel that cool breeze day after day. As a result of my weight loss I can now wear my leggings and look great at the same time...woohoo! I love being skinny but more than that, I love being healthier and more fit.

Blessings my dear friends and as usual please leave me a little somethin' somethin' when you come by.

© 2011 Shannon M. King. This publication is the exclusive property of Shannon M. King and is protected under the US Copyright Act of 1976 and all other applicable international, federal, state and local laws. The contents of this post/story may not be reproduced as a whole or in part, by any means whatsoever, without consent of the author, Shannon M. King. All rights reserved.

My Journey With MFP

2011-08-25T14:42:00.000-07:00

Remember this site that I shared with you last month...well it's what has been keeping me busy. I joined in on a challenge for the month of August, called Kickin' The Crap Outta August, and well, that is exactly what I have been doing. Kickin' some major hiney. My team is called F2F (Flab to Fab) and we are doing great so far.

Every day we have challenge exercises like strength training or cardio bursts the make you stretch your perceived abilities...I have found that I am much stronger than I thought I was...and that I can do so much more that I believe. So far this month I have lost 7lbs as of last Sunday and hopefully when I weigh in on this Sunday I will have more to report...I am building more muscle and regaining strength I lost during my battle with cancer, treatment etc...This challenge has just 6 more days and then I can relax a little, and baby my back a little more.

So I will keep this short and sweet, and will check back in at the end of the month to more fully report on my progress and what I have learned in these last couple of months.

I believe in the sun even when it is not shining. I believe in love even when I feel it not. I believe in God even when He is silent. *Written on a wall in a concentration camp*

Thought Maybe I Should Check In

2011-07-17T16:07:00.000-07:00

Well I have been busy exercising and eating the right kinds of foods and somehow I forgot to post how I have been doing.

The last couple of weeks has been a lot of exercising and trying to eat good. I found This wonderful website that has helped me to keep track of all my foods, exercise, and water intake...and a lot more. I have found a wonderful community of people who are in the same boat, so to speak as I am...they are on a journey to health and fitness.

So I have been logging my foods through that site as well as all my exercises and water intake...I love that you can go to your home page and see how everyone is doing and post how and what you are doing as well. I have found that my new friends are very sweet and motivational, and it is always nice to log in and see that someone left you a note of encouragement.

This is mostly what I have been eating

Coffee
Creamer
Eggs
Cheese
Strawberries
Chicken
Squash
Corn Tortillas
Salsa
Onions
Nectarines
Salad

Well anyway you get the idea...healthy stuff

Although I did have a few days where I went off the grid and ate not so healthy stuff...like Shari's restaurants All American Panini Sandwich...w/fries and no sugar added Apple Pie...yes, that's right not good choices at all, but boy was it good. We won't even talk about when I ate chips w/dip, pizza and orange slices (candied), that'll just be our secret. Shhh!

I have been walking a lot and riding my bike (Choncho) as well as working out on my weight machine with my son training me...I just need to add some more muscle so I can burn more fat and get these last few lbs off of me. It seems like the last few pounds takes a lot more work and a lot more time. I will post my progress in a few weeks.

I believe in the sun even when it is not shining. I believe in love even when I feel it not. I believe in God even when He is silent. *Written on a wall in a concentration camp*

© 2011 Shannon M. King. This publication is the exclusive property of Shannon M. King and is protected under the US Copyright Act of 1976 and all other applicable international, federal, state and local laws. The contents of this post/story may not be reproduced as a whole or in part, by any means whatsoever, without consent of the author, Shannon M. King. All rights reserved.

Food and Exercise Journaling

2011-07-06T10:05:00.000-07:00

Let me start by just saying ugh...

My Daughter just turned 11 and we celebrated her birthday with cake, ice cream, and pizza...all of these have either lactose or gluten in them...yes I paid for it, silly me, when will I learn?

So just to be completely honest with myself...I can no longer eat/drink milk products (except hard cheese which has no lactose) and no more bread/wheat products. I am sad, because I love these foods. I just cannot keep hurting myself in good conscience. (Insert sad face here)

Yesterday I ate...

Breakfast (Don't judge) 4 piece chicken nugget
1 Cup Strawberries

Snack
1.5 Cup Watermelon

Lunch
4 oz boneless skinless chicken breast
5 tbsp Low Fat Sesame Ginger Dressing
Salad

Dinner
:0( Pizza
:0( Cake
:0( Ice Cream

Exercise
Jogging 40 minutes on mini trampoline
Cleaning house

Water
8 (8oz) Cups

So even though I ate a crappy dinner I still stayed over 100 calories below my goal...At least I can smile at that.

Let's hope today is much different...no make that...Today will be much better. Please feel free to come by and leave me a comment or some good advice...Thanks and May God bless you abundantly.

I believe in the sun even when it is not shining. I believe in love even when I feel it not. I believe in God even when He is silent. *Written on a wall in a concentration camp*

© 2011 Shannon M. King. This publication is the exclusive property of Shannon M. King and is protected under the US Copyright Act of 1976 and all other applicable international, federal, state and local laws. The contents of this post/story may not be reproduced as a whole or in part, by any means whatsoever, without consent of the author, Shannon M. King. All rights reserved.

Journaling My Relationship With Food and Exercise

2011-07-04T11:18:00.000-07:00

I am continually striving to use the tools I have acquired over the past few years in regards to exercise and diet. I thought it would be nice to document my journey as it continues, with you.

Over the years I have learned that you cannot hope to lose and keep off unwanted pounds if you are going to just diet...because a diet is a temporary fix to a permanent problem. Learning to eat properly and exercise is a life long solution to keeping off unwanted and unhealthy pounds. I am constantly reminded by my body that it needs to be fed healthy food in the proper portions and get regular exercise in order to run properly and optimally.

Whenever I take a "break" from eating the right foods my body pays...every time. This is something you would think that I would have learned by now...but, no! I seem to conveniently "forget" when I see that delicious piece of chocolate cake, or scrumptious slice of my niece's Cherry Cheesecake. However, it only takes a few minutes for my body to pay the price...including...cramps, gas, diarrhea just to name a few.

In the last couple of years I have started to realize that my tummy troubles may very possibly be related to gluten and lactose intolerance. For years I have had I.B.S. but I am slowly learning that it may be more than that. When I eat bread, or pasta or cereal I get cramps, etc...When I drink milk in particular I get the same symptoms...gas, cramps, diarrhea and just a horrible stomach ache. I have been working at eating low carb, low sugar and cutting out milk and most gluten. This means I eat a lot of fruit, veggies and lean meats. It has been very difficult giving up grains and milk since I absolutely love bread, cakes, milk etc...I mean who doesn't love a great double chocolate muffin from Costco? Me, Me Me !!!

All that being said, I am on a continuous journey of learning to eat properly and exercise more regularly. I just recently turned 40 and so far it has been fabulous but also it has made it even more evident that in order to stay healthy in body and mind I have to work hard at eating right and I have to be consistent in my exercise. So I invite you to join me and as always I would love to hear from you regarding your own struggles with these issues.

So this will be my journal entry for the last few days:

Breakfast is as follows...

2 Eggs Scrambled
1/2 ounce of Cheddar Cheese
2 tsp. Tomato and Green Chili

Coffee with Creamer

Lunch is as follows...

1 Boneless Skinless Chicken Breast 4oz
2 Cups of Salad Greens
4 Tbsp of Newman's Own Low Fat Sesame Ginger Salad Dressing

Dinner is as follows...

Same thing as lunch or...

3.5 oz of Lean Hamburger
2 Cups of Salad Greens
1/2 oz of Cheddar Cheese
2 Tsp Tomato and Green Chili
1/2 oz Yellow Tortilla Chip Crumbles

Snacks are as follows...

Jello Sugar Free Pudding Cups
Grapes
Strawberries
2 Tbsp Light Whipped Cream
String Cheese
Lots of Water Throughout the Day

*Exercise is as follows:
*Jogging on my mini trampoline 30 minutes

This is just what I have been eating these last couple of weeks, and I do realize it is not too varied but again I am dealing with the whole gluten and lactose issues so it is a learning experience and like in life this is not a sprint but a marathon. So come along and remember to share with me what you are doing, who knows you may learn something, as well as teach something to me.

I believe in the sun even when it is not shining. I believe in love even when I feel it not. I believe in God even when He is silent. *Written on a wall in a concentration camp*

Update On My Life 2011

2011-07-04T09:19:00.000-07:00

Hey all...just wanted to let you know what has been happening in my life these past several months.

Well the kids are all out of school and on summer fun break. 1st thing we all did was go to Family Camp 2011 at Lake of the Woods. So much fun would be an understatement. The boys and Miss M. usually go with dad on Friday and stay until Sunday, but my mom and I go just for the day on Saturday. Although Miss M. did get to go to a great day camp for aspiring writers and artists on the week before family camp, this was the first family event we all went to.

Over the last several months I have been going through a sort of closure as well as a letting go of a certain person and time period of my past. I previously wrote that I went on a Sabbatical to find my "me-ness" you may or may not remember reading that post, at any rate during that time I also let go of a certain person and time period of my life. That person is my father.

Now let me just start by saying that he is not a horrible person and that I do love him, which I am sure leaves you wondering why in the world I would remove him from my life...let me try to explain it a little more. For some odd reason he never really learned or tried to be my "daddy" and all that word implies. He did provide well for me and my family growing up, and he did instill in me values, morals, ethics and discipline. These are all admirable characters to have and be given and I am grateful to him for that.

That being said, he never really showed me the nurturing part of love, I was never good enough and will never be good enough for him to change what he has been doing his whole life and do something to develop and continue a real relationship with me and his only grandchildren by blood. He was of the mind that children are to be seen and not heard so I am sure you can imagine what it was like growing up in a home like that, or maybe you know all to well what I felt like because you yourself grew up in a home much like my own. When you grow up with strict discipline and little to no nurturing you develop a skewed sense of self-esteem and your value as a person. As a result of this relationship in my life I have spent most of my teen and adult years trying to be "good enough" for everyone I came into contact with but especially for my father.

After my Sabbatical I DECIDED to let that relationship go. I decided that after 40 years of not being good enough I was going to take control of this part of my life. I was going to decide who I allowed in my life and who I did not allow or want in my life. Life is too short to be surrounded by toxic or negative relationships...I am called to love my father and I do, I am not called to continue in a relationship that brings me pain and negativity.

Let me just say that I am not writing this to get sympathy or advice from anyone who happens to stop by and read this post. This blog is about my life and is like an online diary of sorts, it is mainly cathartic for me. I am also not writing this to hurt or be mean to my father, it is for me a way to share my life with anyone who comes this way and also a way to speak my feelings, whether you like it or not, it is how I feel.

Above and beyond what I just wrote regarding my father...my life is wonderful. I am loving my life and intend to enjoy this summer to the fullest whether that means doing nothing but relaxing or that it means going and doing family camps, family reunions, taking road trips, reading, etc...I will enjoy every moment I receive like it is a gift...because it is...I am alive, and I am abundantly blessed by my ultimate Father, God. I don't have to be good enough and in fact I can never be good enough...He loves me just the way I am but not because of anything I do or have done or will do, but because of who He is. The point is I don't have to try to be good enough to win or deserve His love, He just loves me. I am His child and there is nothing I can do that will take away His love. Wow, that is such a blessing and the fact that I am so undeserving makes it even more so!

God bless all who may pass this way...May He bless you as abundantly as He has blessed me...May His face shine upon you all and give you joy overflowing.

I believe in the sun even when it is not shining. I believe in love even when I feel it not. I believe in God even when He is silent. *Written on a wall in a concentration camp*

© 2011 Shannon M. King. This publication is the exclusive property of Shannon M. King and is protected under the US Copyright Act of 1976 and all other applicable international, federal, state and local laws. The contents of this post/story may not be reproduced as a whole or in part, by any means whatsoever, without consent of the author, Shannon M. King. All rights reserved.

Nichole C. Mullen Call On Jesus

2011-06-26T16:41:00.000-07:00

I believe in the sun even when it is not shining. I believe in love even when I feel it not. I believe in God even when He is silent. *Written on a wall in a concentration camp*

I Think I May Have Found Me

2011-03-25T21:26:00.000-07:00

So I have been on a kind of "Journey" or "Sabbatical" these past 10 days and while I would like to say it was a life changing experience, or that I had a "light bulb moment" I really can't. Let me tell you why.

Let's just be honest here...this whole finding yourself thing isn't really rocket science. I have found that I just need to stop, take a breath and get some things into perspective. I have also come to find that I am one of those (Hsp) people...or Highly Sensitive People, and because of that everything stresses me out, literally. Including but not limited to...noise, bright lights, caffeine, too many things going on at once, etc...

So I have begun to do some things differently...for example:

I meditate, candles, music and all that jazz.
I journal every day and night.
I pray every morning before I get out of bed.
I end my day calmly (This one I have yet to implement)

Turns out all I really needed to do was to stop, and take a moment for myself, and to remember that I am the kind of person who needs to turn off all the stimuli every once in awhile and just breathe. It's okay to have silence, in fact, I find that in the silence I can truly be me...and isn't that what I have been searching for all along?

I found this on facebook on day 4 of my Sabbatical and I found it to be just what I needed to hear.

On this day God wants you to know...

...that it's time you remembered who you really are. You are not your wallet, your job, your kids, your house. You are not your activities or your worries or the labels other people give you. Like an actor you play these roles, and like a good actor you sometimes forget who you really are. Time to wake up now, and remember that you are a being of immense power and breathtaking beauty created in the image of God.

I believe in the sun even when it is not shining. I believe in love even when I feel it not. I believe in God even when He is silent. *Written on a wall in a concentration camp*

Aaron Shust ~ My Savior, My God

2011-03-18T08:22:00.000-07:00

I believe in the sun even when it is not shining. I believe in love even when I feel it not. I believe in God even when He is silent. *Written on a wall in a concentration camp*

Finding My "me-ness" and Lent

2011-03-12T19:06:00.000-08:00

I have been going through a sort of mid-life crises the past few years...and last weekend I had a melt-down with the family. I have put all my eggs in one basket, so to speak, and it has come back to bite me in the proverbial butt.

I moved straight out of my parents home and into that of my husband and then almost exactly a year later I became a mom. So I know how to be a daughter, a wife and a mother, but I don't know how to be "me". Somehow in the crowd of people, that I share my life with, I have lost myself, my "me-ness", I guess you could say. So my wonderful husband has offered me a Sabbatical from my normal life of wife and mom. It is almost Spring Break and my own beautiful mother is going out of town and she has graciously agreed to let me stay at her home, for which I am eternally grateful.

I will spend this time trying to find out who I am, and what I want to be when I grow up. I will do things like, make lists of things I don't want to do and lists of things I do want to do, and then I will start to live the life I want to live, instead of living the life I have felt obligated to live. Don't get me wrong, I love my life with my guy and our children and have no intention of going anywhere. It's just that I have poured myself into these roles for 18 years and now I am lost, I can't find myself at all. I am on a journey to change what my life looks like, to find out who I am besides someones daughter, someones wife, and 4 someones mama.

I have already started to do somethings that are new and exciting...for example, I love to meditate (no, I don't chant or pray to Buddha), and I have started to keep a journal of my thoughts and feelings, as well as some prayers.

Also...

I have always wanted to celebrate Lent, so this year I am doing it. Lent is all about prayer, penance, sacrifice and good works in preparation of the celebration for Easter. It is not only a Catholic tradition it also has roots in the Protestant religions. So this year for lent I will be giving up coffee (hello, can anyone say my name is____ and I am addicted?), also on Mondays and Wednesdays I will not watch television until after 5pm. I have also decided to pray 2x a day and try to attend stations of the cross on Friday evenings with a friend. It doesn't really matter what a person gives up, but it should be something that will be difficult to go without.

So these are some things I have already implemented into my "new" life and so far things are changing, little by little. I find after meditating I am less stressed and writing in my journal helps me to get the thoughts and feeling out of my head and onto paper. I am hoping that these 9-10 days my husband is giving me, will be a great start to a new perspective on life.

I am lucky to have a husband who is willing to send me away for a "Sabbatical" to try to figure things out...a lot of women are not so fortunate. He (hubby) says if I don't do this he is afraid he will have to put me in the nut-house...lol, because I am going crazy just ignoring the situation. He knows I love him, yet he also knows that he cannot fill this void in my life, no one person or group of people can...this is only something I can figure out and do. For 18 years being a wife and mother has been more than enough for me, but now the kids (especially the teenage boys) don't need me so much and I find myself walking around waiting for someone to tell me what to do, and there is much anxiety in that "lost-ness".

When I am able I will share my journey with you. Be blessed today and beyond.

I believe in the sun even when it is not shining. I believe in love even when I feel it not. I believe in God even when He is silent. *Written on a wall in a concentration camp*

We Are Yours

2011-02-23T08:55:00.000-08:00

I believe in the sun even when it is not shining. I believe in love even when I feel it not. I believe in God even when He is silent. *Written on a wall in a concentration camp*

A More Beautiful You by Jonny Diaz

2011-02-07T18:22:00.000-08:00

I believe in the sun even when it is not shining. I believe in love even when I feel it not. I believe in God even when He is silent. *Written on a wall in a concentration camp*

All Mamma Ever Wanted with Mark Lowry

2011-01-27T12:30:00.000-08:00

. I believe in the sun even when it is not shining. I believe in love even when I feel it not. I believe in God even when He is silent. *Written on a wall in a concentration camp*

Mamma Had Enough With Mark Lowry

2011-01-26T12:25:00.000-08:00

I believe in the sun even when it is not shining. I believe in love even when I feel it not. I believe in God even when He is silent. *Written on a wall in a concentration camp*

A Little Funny For Your Day

2011-01-11T08:11:00.000-08:00

Thought this was so funny and just had to share it!

I believe in the sun even when it is not shining. I believe in love even when I feel it not. I believe in God even when He is silent. *Written on a wall in a concentration camp*

January 10, 2011

2011-01-10T10:43:00.000-08:00

I hope this post finds you all happy and healthy in this new year...I am here, and I am surviving...but...

Sometimes it feels like I am just holding on for dear life...do you ever feel that way? Like life is just so wild and dangerous, you just gotta hang on and hope you make it...well don't despair, God can help get you through whatever it is that you are going through...I trust He will get my son and the rest of us through this next trial we are in right now.

So today I will choose to focus on God...I will let Him carry me...I challenge you to do the same. Let God take over...trust that He will see you through your trial...take to heart this verse... Philippians 4:13 from the amplified bible...

¹³I have strength for all things in Christ Who empowers me [I am ready for anything and equal to anything through Him Who ^[a]infuses inner strength into me; I am ^[b]self-sufficient in Christ's sufficiency].

May God's face shine upon you today and beyond, and may you have joy abundantly.

I believe in the sun even when it is not shining. I believe in love even when I feel it not. I believe in God even when He is silent. *Written on a wall in a concentration camp*

Carrie Underwood~Temporary Home

2011-01-05T17:05:00.000-08:00

I believe in the sun even when it is not shining. I believe in love even when I feel it not. I believe in God even when He is silent. *Written on a wall in a concentration camp*

A Devotion From The Pocket Testament League

2011-01-05T08:11:00.000-08:00

DAY 53: “WHERE DOES GOD LIVE?”

Acts 7:2b-3

"The God of glory appeared to our father Abraham while he was still in Mesopotamia, before he lived in Haran."

As Stephen begins his testimony he launches into a full history of the patriarchs from Abraham to Moses. Why? It certainly wasn't because his audience didn't know Jewish history (those listening to him included the Jewish chief priest and Sanhedrin). The purpose and one of the main points he is making relates to his defense of the accusation against him of "speaking against this holy place." Stephen's response is that God doesn't reside in a place -- He is not tied to a particular country or building.THOUGHTS FOR TODAY:

The Jews in Stephen's day were guilty of placing God in a box -- confining God to their locations and ideas. The "God of glory" reference that Stephen makes, indicates God's sovereign nature (He can do anything He wants); and His appearance in Mesopotamia to Abraham, illustrates that God does not confine Himself to a particular country.

So often we do the same thing. We think that God is only at church, or only interested in Christians, or supports only an American agenda. God is as interested in your son or daughter's salvation as He is in the salvation of a drug dealer in Colombia, a prostitute in Paris, or a child with AIDS in Africa. God doesn't have boundaries and no one is a waste of time or effort for God.

QUESTIONS TO PONDER:

We all are guilty to one degree or another of placing boundaries on God. What restrictions do you place on Him? Where have you put God "in a box of your own making?" Intellectually you may agree that God is not only at church, but sometimes we do not have the same "feeling" of being close to God outside of the building where we worship. What thoughts or ideas about God do you need to change?

This devotional was too good to keep to myself, so I am sharing it in with you...I truly hope you take it to heart, and ponder it's wisdom.

I believe in the sun even when it is not shining. I believe in love even when I feel it not. I believe in God even when He is silent. *Written on a wall in a concentration camp*

A Note From Yours Truly

2011-01-03T08:44:00.000-08:00

As I sit here this morning I feel the need to do a bit of blogging...hey that's a new and refreshing feeling for me, I kind of like it!

I am reflecting on the last couple of weeks, here on the homestead, with my family. The kids were out of school for the Christmas celebration, and things were more relaxed and spontaneous than usual. Normally we have certain schedules to keep and needs that have to be met, but not @Christmas-time. During this time we can sleep-in, stay in bed all day and watch t.v., or just hang out with each other and have fun...there is no schedule. Well, except for one little thing, Jacob my son broke his thumb 2 days before vacation (wrestling practice) and had to go to the E.R. to get a cast...then a few days later to the orthopedist to get a hard cast up to his elbow...but even that did not get me too down. (Okay, maybe it did a little)

It has been a joy to just be with the kids, and the hubs, of course. We were able to spend real time together, and have lengthy conversations, or just play some games on our new Wii . Given the circumstances of the last 5 months, it has been very nice and welcome. I seem to have come through the depression and things with my 17 yr old son are looking up, as far as our relationship goes, so that is good news. I have yet to return to church, but I am reading my Bible and working on the relationship with my Father in heaven, so we (my Father and I) are making some progress on that front as well.

This Christmas season was real important to me, due to the fact that last year I was still so sick and recovering from treatment (cancer). Last year I was obsessed with my cancer and treatment so I had a harder time focusing on the reason for the season, although I did pray a lot and spent time reflecting on all I have been blessed with, so there is that.

This year I was able to sit back and relax and enjoy being alive and with my family and friends for another year, maybe many, many years, who's to say! All I know is that I am healthy, 50 lbs lighter, and in total remission from cancer...but more importantly the relationship with my heavenly Father is better, and I am a stronger person because of what God has brought me through, not in spite of it.

I truly hope that you all have been blessed this Christmas and in return, blessed someone else. God has been such a rock for me to lean on, and for that (and many more things) I am so, so grateful. I have leaned through the ages, that no matter what it is I am going through, God will bring me through to the other side, and show me wonderful things, that I might not have seen had I not gone through what he wanted me to experience. Not only that but God has a wonderful sense of humor...I'll leave that one up to your imagination.

Oh, and who knew that a Wii could bring a family together for some much needed bonding?

I believe in the sun even when it is not shining. I believe in love even when I feel it not. I believe in God even when He is silent. *Written on a wall in a concentration camp*

A Bit of Helen Keller

2011-01-03T08:09:00.000-08:00

"I long to accomplish a great and noble task, but it is my chief duty to accomplish humble tasks as though they were great and noble. The world is moved along not only by the mighty shoves of its heroes but also by the aggregate of the tiny pushes of each honest worker. "

~ Helen Keller

I believe in the sun even when it is not shining. I believe in love even when I feel it not. I believe in God even when He is silent. *Written on a wall in a concentration camp*

2010-12-22T11:36:00.000-08:00

Wishing you a Very Merry Christmas and A Happy New Year.

~The King Family~

I believe in the sun even when it is not shining. I believe in love even when I feel it not. I believe in God even when He is silent. *Written on a wall in a concentration camp*

Struggling, but still hanging in there

2010-11-23T19:36:00.000-08:00

So I just thought I'd share with you what I have been struggling with these last few months...sit back, grab a cup of hot chocolate and relax while I tell a tale of....well you can decide for yourselves what kind of a tale it is when your finished reading.

Several months ago, nine to be exact, I found out I was in complete remission from Thyroid Cancer, and to say I was elated would not quite hit the mark. I was feeling on top of the world, I had energy galore and was back to "normal", whatever that is...for the next few months I was on fire with high emotions, energy to boot, and a peace I had not felt for quite some time. As most of you know I am a woman who loves the Lord, Jesus Christ...my personal Savior, and if you have read most anything I have posted, you will know that most of it has something uplifting or spiritual about it...that is just my way... until recently that is.

I am finding myself struggling with my spiritual life, not really my faith, but a kind of deep...even now I can't for the life of me think of what to call it. I know in my heart that God has a plan and that it is perfect, but I can't really feel His presence...and I know that part of the problem is that I have been absent from my reading of the Word, absent from church, and just...lost.

Some things have been happening here at home with my oldest teen (nothing earth shattering) that I can't help but be shattered from...and can't help feeling like I could have done more...and that I am losing a closeness in the relationship that I have always cherished, and may never get back. That is part of why I am lost, I can admit that, but I don't know how to fight this. It just feels like all the work my husband and I did as parents didn't do any good, that it all was for nothing. I know that is not reality, but it is how I feel. As a mom I feel like it is my fault, and even now after all has been said and done, I am left wondering what in the world has happened to my world, and will it ever be right side up again?

Well meaning friends have told me that I did everything right, and that us parents cannot make the decisions for our children, that there comes a point in our teens lives where we have to give them over to God...I know all this, yet the pain is still here, it is real, and I don't know how to accept this new (less that satisfying) relationship I have had no choice but to accept with my surly, withdrawn, teen, who now has to live with the consequences of the choice they made. I am just lost, and can't seem to find my way out right now.

God's plan is perfect...I know this and hold on to that precious promise. His love is infinitely high and wide, He has enough healing for my hearts pain, and even though I am weak, I will lean on Him for strength and comfort, and I know that He will bring me through this trial, for my God is good All the time.

May God's face shine upon you today and beyond, and may He give you joy so abundantly you have to give it away. Blessings, and have a wonderful Thanksgiving season.

I believe in the sun even when it is not shining. I believe in love even when I feel it not. I believe in God even when He is silent. *Written on a wall in a concentration camp*

2010-11-23T18:55:00.000-08:00

Enjoy and Have a wonderful Thanksgiving Day!

I believe in the sun even when it is not shining. I believe in love even when I feel it not. I believe in God even when He is silent. *Written on a wall in a concentration camp*

Fighting Temptations

2010-10-14T17:28:00.000-07:00

I believe in the sun even when it is not shining. I believe in love even when I feel it not. I believe in God even when He is silent. *Written on a wall in a concentration camp*

Update For October 2010

2010-10-07T08:38:00.000-07:00

So I thought I would update y'all on what I have been doing these past few

weeks/months. Well the kids are all in school and doing very well so far. My daughter changed teachers already, but that went very smoothly, fortunately for all involved. You know how it is when your kids go back to school and you are left with this immense...silence. It is like a huge sigh of relief...kind of like, wow, I haven't heard that in so long (12 long weeks) I forgot what it sounded like.

I started going in to our store to help my hubby put freight away on Wednesday mornings, and I am also cleaning house for a friend one day a week, so that keeps me busy. I Also meet with my best friend for lunch every Tuesday afternoon, and we try to catch up on our week...so I have been a lot busier than normal.

As far as my health goes I am well. I just saw my doctor and all my tests came out wonderful...yay! Sadly I found out my doctor is leaving me, but his assistant is staying so I am not too worried at this point. I know what to look for, as far as me getting sick again, so I should be fine. I will go in once a year to get tests to make sure I am still in remission, but other than that, things are great.

I am still not sure I will keep this blog going, it seems to be harder and harder for me to be consistent. For now I will continue it, until it becomes glaringly obvious that I need to quit, so thanks for staying loyal friends, God bless.

I believe in the sun even when it is not shining. I believe in love even when I feel it not. I believe in God even when He is silent. *Written on a wall in a concentration camp*

His Gentleness Makes Great

2010-10-07T08:13:00.000-07:00

Meditation on 2 Samuel 22:36:

David said: "You have assigned to me, committed to me the protective defense of Your liberty, deliverance, prosperity. Your gentle patience nourishes and enables me to grow up, multiplying Your goodness."

God Speaks To My Heart:

When your spirit is nourished by My gentleness, the evil done you in the past can be viewed through the veil of forgiveness. You can see your own failures and grievous sins through My burning eyes, which cleanse and make right. Yes, gently I set you free to be!

"And Thy gentleness makes me great." Psalm 18:35 (NAS)

*Devotion taken from "The Fruit Of The Spirit" by Sarah Hornsby

I believe in the sun even when it is not shining. I believe in love even when I feel it not. I believe in God even when He is silent. *Written on a wall in a concentration camp*

Gentle Among You!

2010-10-01T08:08:00.000-07:00

Meditation on 1 Thessalonians 2:7~8:

Paul said: "But we were mild, kind among you even as a nurse nourishes her children with warmth. Thus yearning with affection for you, we were well pleased to share with you not only the good news of God, but also our own vital spirit because you were dearly beloved by us."

God speaks to my heart:

Those who come to know Me through you will always be responsive to your tender concern. As you share yourself with them, as you are open, vulnerable, honest, they will realize saints are human beings, frail and faulty, who have persistently held onto Me through every kind of circumstance and found Me faithful, worthy of trust.

"The servant of the Lord must not strive; but be gentle." 2 Tim. 2:24 (kjv)

*Devotion taken from "The Fruit Of The Spirit" by Sarah Hornsby

I believe in the sun even when it is not shining. I believe in love even when I feel it not. I believe in God even when He is silent. *Written on a wall in a concentration camp*

Video Day

2010-09-23T13:03:00.000-07:00

All I can say is ENJOY!

I believe in the sun even when it is not shining. I believe in love even when I feel it not. I believe in God even when He is silent. *Written on a wall in a concentration camp*

Septembers Daily Devotional #4

2010-09-14T08:31:00.000-07:00

His Name Shall Endure

Meditation on Psalm 72:17

His authority and character shall endure forever; His character shall sprout new life perpetually--as long as the sun and human beings shall kneel, blessing God in thanksgiving, adoration, and praise. All nations shall call Him blessed!

God Speaks To My Heart

What is most valuable to you? What is most precious? Keep searching for what really lasts, for the value that grows forever. You will find Me!

"The Lord shall endure forever." Psalm 9:7 (KJV)

*Devotion taken from "The Fruit Of The Spirit" by Sarah Hornsby*

I believe in the sun even when it is not shining. I believe in love even when I feel it not. I believe in God even when He is silent. *Written on a wall in a concentration camp*

September Daily Devotional 3

2010-09-12T07:00:00.000-07:00

Longsuffering Of God

1 Peter 3:18-20.. (18)For Christ died for sins once for all, the righteous for the unrighteous, to bring you to God. He was put to death in the body but made alive by the Spirit, (19)Through whom also he went and preached to the spirits in prison, (20)who disobeyed long ago when God waited patiently in the days of Noah while the ark was being built. In it only a few people, eight in all, were saved through water...

Meditation

The Messiah experienced extreme pain and died once for all our offenses. But He was made alive by God's Spirit, through whom Jesus went and preached to the souls imprisoned in hell, who had been willfully and perversely disobedient in the old days of Noah when God waited with patient forbearance.

God speaks to my heart

When moral and ethical standards of the world go down, there is less and less acknowledgment of a living relationship with Me, the patient but just God. Too easily My name can be used to "bless" many actions that are not according to My nature. So you much be in that listening place, like Noah. You can hear My direction for you today, and be cleansed of those false ways.

"The Lord knows how to rescue godly men." 2 Peter 2:9 (NIV)

*Devotion taken from The Fruit Of The Spirit by Sarah Hornsby*

I believe in the sun even when it is not shining. I believe in love even when I feel it not. I believe in God even when He is silent. *Written on a wall in a concentration camp*

Love This Forward

2010-09-10T06:31:00.000-07:00

The Little Things

You might remember, the head of a company survived
9/11 because his son started kindergarten.

Another fellow was alive because it was
His turn to bring donuts.

One woman was late because her
Alarm clock didn't go off in time.

One was late because of being stuck on the NJ Turnpike
Because of an auto accident.

One of them
Missed his bus.

One spilled food on her clothes and had to take
Time to change.

One's
Car wouldn't start.

One couldn't
Get a taxi.

The one that struck me was the man
Who put on a new pair of shoes that morning,
Took the various means to get to work
But before he got there, he developed
a blister on his foot.

He stopped at a drugstore to buy a Band-Aid.
That is why he is alive today..

Now when I am
Stuck in traffic ,
Miss an elevator,
Turn back to answer a ringing telephone ...
All the little things that annoy me.
I think to myself,
This is exactly where
God wants me to be
At this very moment..

Next time your morning seems to be
Going wrong ,

You can't seem to find the car keys,
You hit every traffic light,
Don't get mad or frustrated;
It May be just that

God is at work watching over you.

May God continue to bless you
With all those annoying little things
And may you remember their possible purpose.

I believe in the sun even when it is not shining. I believe in love even when I feel it not. I believe in God even when He is silent. *Written on a wall in a concentration camp*

September Daily Devotional 2

2010-09-09T11:17:00.000-07:00

GOD WILL CHANGE YOU

~Many plans are in a man's mind, but it is the Lord's purpose for him that will stand.~ Proverbs 19:21

Even though you may still be operating in old habits, you still have hope of change, but you can't change yourself. God will change you, if you seek Him with your whole heart.

Don't be in a hurry for God to finish working in your life. We want everything to be done instantly, but God is not interested in our schedule. The enemy may thwart your plans, but God's plans don't get thwarted, and He has a unique plan for you.

Seek God's plan for your life. Stay on fire, red hot, zealous. Pursue His purpose for you with every ounce of energy you have. There is nothing in this world that is worth seeking more.

*Devotion taken from "STARTING YOUR DAY RIGHT with Joyce Meyer*

I believe in the sun even when it is not shining. I believe in love even when I feel it not. I believe in God even when He is silent. *Written on a wall in a concentration camp*

Devotion Time

2010-09-08T11:50:00.000-07:00

Hey all, just thought I'd let you know I will be posting a devotional most every day, taken from my devotional "STARTING YOUR DAY RIGHT" by Joyce Meyer. Each devotional is short and sweet (so to speak) and can be done easily. I just want to share what I find helpful, and it is especially great for those of us who have children and are on the go with not a lot of time to spare (most of the time). So I hope ya'll enjoy them, and if you do let me know by leaving a comment. May God's face shine upon us all today and beyond!

(The first devotional follows this post)

I believe in the sun even when it is not shining. I believe in love even when I feel it not. I believe in God even when He is silent. *Written on a wall in a concentration camp*

September Daily Devotional 1

2010-09-08T11:48:00.001-07:00

Eliminate Excuses

~For the Lord your God walks in the midst of your camp to deliver you and to give up your enemies before you. Therefore shall your camp be holy, that He may see nothing indecent among you.~ Deut. 23:14

If a habit is controlling you, you will not enjoy the best that God offers you. Don't make excuses for bondages that seem to have a hold on you. Denial and excuses will keep you from enjoying your life.

Whether is is an eating disorder or a bad temper, you cannot blame it on your genes or your family. God makes a way of escape for us and promises a good life for those who are born again. Claim your rights as a child of God. Say, "I am a new person in Christ; I can do all things through Christ who strengthes me" (see Philippians 4:13)

*Devotion taken from "Starting your day right" by Joyce Meyer*

I believe in the sun even when it is not shining. I believe in love even when I feel it not. I believe in God even when He is silent. *Written on a wall in a concentration camp*

Words of Wisdom

2010-09-03T10:39:00.000-07:00

~Hungry souls are everywhere. Be watchful. Remain open. God will fill your eyes with compassion, your words with wisdom, and your heart with mercy. Introduce the world to love. Introduce the world to Jesus.~ Kathy Triccoli

~Enjoy the little things. One day you may look back and realize, they were the Big things~

I believe in the sun even when it is not shining. I believe in love even when I feel it not. I believe in God even when He is silent. *Written on a wall in a concentration camp*

Prayer For Peace

2010-08-27T14:17:00.000-07:00

Dear Father, will You please meet me right here, right now and quiet my heart so that I can rest and regroup? Thank You for the comfort of knowing that while I sometimes get waylaid, You never take Your eyes from me. In Jesus' Name, Amen.

I believe in the sun even when it is not shining. I believe in love even when I feel it not. I believe in God even when He is silent. *Written on a wall in a concentration camp*

Prayer

2010-08-25T06:01:00.000-07:00

Our Father who art in heaven, hallowed be Thy name; Thy kingdom come Thy will be done, on earth as it is in heaven; Give us this day our daily bread, and forgive us our trespasses as we forgive those who have trespassed against us; and lead us not into temptation, but deliver us from evil. For Thine is the kingdom, and the power, and the glory forever, Amen.

I believe in the sun even when it is not shining. I believe in love even when I feel it not. I believe in God even when He is silent. *Written on a wall in a concentration camp*

Life is Good

2010-08-24T09:43:00.000-07:00

Hey friends and family, I feel the need to check in and let ya'll know what is happening in my life and with this blog...

First as to what has been happening in my life, here goes...I have been having a wonderful sabatical you might say, just resting and relaxing, doing some studying of The Word of God, and I even had me a wonderful weekend vacation catching up with some old family friends in Washington.

The rest and relaxation was much needed and I can safely say the depression is over...Praise Adonai...as for the studying of The Word of God, I am finding that when I go back to the Bible I find peace and solace...and whole again. When I am away for too long I start to feel there is a hole that slowly grows, and I feel as if I am missing an integral part of...me!

This last weekend I spent with old family friends, in fact you might remember how we re-connected through this blog...anyway..it was a blast, we went into Vancouver and walked around the saturday open-air market, (that was an experience) then we went into Portland and found us some food carts on 23rd and had us some lunch. We also found our way to Voodoo donuts but the line was looooong, like around the building long, so we took pictures and I promise to post them as soon as I can get them onto my computer. There was swimming and walking and some good food. My friend is a wonderful cook and such a sweetie, she went and got me some tamales to bring home to my boys who did not get to go.

So that brings us here to today...I am not going to promise you that I will blog every day or even every other day...I am probably not going to be doing many or any of the Meme's...I would really like to devote my blog to uplifting others, and to bring Jesus and joy to my readers. That being said, I am human, I will mess up, but I will do my best with God's help to lift up and edify my brothers and sisters, friends and family, and to bring God's Word to the masses, so to speak, in my own way.

Thanks to all of you who have stuck by me and for your words of love and encouragement, blessings to you all.

Here is a wonderful picture of Miss Molly with a new friend she made in Vancouver this past weekend...Pepperjack the Gecko!

I believe in the sun even when it is not shining. I believe in love even when I feel it not. I believe in God even when He is silent. *Written on a wall in a concentration camp*

Hey Out There

2010-07-27T18:55:00.000-07:00

Okay, so it's been awhile since I have posted anything...at all. I have been taking some much needed time to deal with various issues, one of them being depression. I am beginning to feel better and having less pressure sure helps. I have been spending time with the kids, going to the library, swimming, or just hanging out...it has been so nice! It seems the more time I spend on facebook, or my blog, the more stressed I become. Largely it is because I feel pressured to fulfill some imaginary obligation I have created in my mind. It has nothing to do with anyone else putting pressure on me, it's all me.

I am toying with the idea of giving up this blog, but I don't want to make any quick decisions about that. This blog was created to be an outlet for my creativity; something I could feel accomplished about. Does that make any sense? Maybe I am just blocked and this time away will be helpful in clearing my mind. Maybe I have said all there is to say. Maybe not. I know one thing, the more time I spend away from this blog, the less I have to say...hmmm, I wonder if that is a good thing or a bad thing.

I have to face facts...I get wrapped up in facebook, this blog, t.v., and I spend less time in God's presence and in His book, and with His people. The more time I invest in other things, the less time I invest in my relationship with my Savior. So I have started to have quiet time first thing in the morning before the kids are up...that includes prayer and devotions...It is like meeting up with a friend I haven't spoken to for awhile, unsure at first but better every time it happens.

I guess I said all this to say...I'm here, I'm alive, I am somewhat broken and need more time, I will be back but I don't know when, and I miss you all...but something tells me ya'll are just fine and dandy. Blessings to each and every one of you!

I believe in the sun even when it is not shining. I believe in love even when I feel it not. I believe in God even when He is silent. *Written on a wall in a concentration camp*

Book Review...The Magic Warble

2010-07-19T12:32:00.000-07:00

Twelve year old Kristina Kingsly feels like the most unpopular girl in her school. The kids all tease her, and she never seems to fit it. But when Kristina receives an unusual Christmas gift, she suddenly finds herself magically transported to the land of Bernovem, home of dwarfs, gnomes, fairies, talking animals and the evil Queen Sentiz.

In Bernovem, Kristina not only fits in, she's honored as "the chosen one" the only one who can release the land from Queen Sentiz's control. But it's not as simple as it seems. To save Bernovem, she must place the gift she was given, the famous "Magic Warble", in it's final resting place. And she must travel through the deep forest, climb a treacherous mountain, and risk capture by the queen's "zekbocks" before she reaches her destination. Guided by her new fairy friends, Clover and Looper and by Prince Werrien, a teenage boy, as well as an assortment of other characters, Kristina sets off on a perilous journey that not only tests her strength but her heart.

I have to say I so enjoyed reading this book with my daughter. The adventure takes you away into a mystical world. This story is about keeping on, no matter what, it's about true friendship that sticks even when things get hard. Kristina was an ordinary girl in every way in her world, but when she was in Bernovem she was special, honored even. She made wonderful friends and learned that she was important, she was of value, and she had something to contribute.

I would definitely recommend this book to anyone with children, I think the story is a timeless one with a message of courage, hope and love. This is a story where the ordinary can be extraordinary, where the unlovely can be lovely, and the small can be Great!

I believe in the sun even when it is not shining. I believe in love even when I feel it not. I believe in God even when He is silent. *Written on a wall in a concentration camp*

The Book Of Eli

2010-07-15T08:23:00.000-07:00

Watched this movie last night for the first time...I really liked it. I don't normally like violent, bloody movies, but this one had a great story and I found myself enjoying it!

The story was what really got me...it was about this man who heard God tell him to go west with The King James Bible, and that he would be protected as he traveled...he was to take it to a particular place it turns out...well I don't want to give anything away, let's just say I would reccomend you go see it for yourselves, if you haven't already!

I believe in the sun even when it is not shining. I believe in love even when I feel it not. I believe in God even when He is silent. *Written on a wall in a concentration camp*

Hello Out There

2010-07-13T18:03:00.000-07:00

Hey friends, I am here! I have been dealing with some depression but I am okay, it is something I have dealt with for over 20 years so it is nothing new...I just wanted to let you all know I am alive, and I haven't forgotten you or this blog! It is hard to write when you are numb and it feels like you will never feel anything again ever...

I will try to keep checking in but just know that I love you all and I am blessed to have you as friends!

I believe in the sun even when it is not shining. I believe in love even when I feel it not. I believe in God even when He is silent. *Written on a wall in a concentration camp*

Jesus Saves

2010-07-09T16:02:00.000-07:00

I believe in the sun even when it is not shining. I believe in love even when I feel it not. I believe in God even when He is silent. *Written on a wall in a concentration camp*

Very Interesting Indeed

2010-07-08T16:12:00.000-07:00

Our Church showed the documentary/movie, The Case For A Creator the other night, and I absolutely loved every second of it. Lee Strobel is amazing and so is his story!

Here are a few pieces of information I gleaned from this movie...

A. It really would take a blind leap of faith to believe in Naturalistic Evolution presented by Stanley Miller, or The Cambrian Explosion , as well as Darwin's Tree of Life Theory.

All of these theories, are just that theories they could never prove. In fact all or most of them were proved scientifically to be impossible, and none of them proved to be even remotely possible.

B. Edmund Whittaker, Physicist said..."There is no ground for supposing that matter and energy existed before and were suddenly galvanized into action. It is simpler to postulate creation 'ex nihilo'...Devine will constituting nature from nothingness."

What can I say but read Genesis Chapter 1... "In the beginning God created the heavens and the earth..."

C. Robert Jastrow, Astronomer said..."The chain of events leading to man commenced suddenly and sharply at a definite moment in time, in a flash of light." {{Sounds like the creation event to me)

D. The evidence of Physics...you have to have...

- Precisely balanced laws and constants (balanced on a razor's edge)

-Gravity

-Cosmological Constant

.... The presice rate of expansion of the universe, allowing for complex life.

.... For one atom to be produced, gravity has to be fine-tuned precisely to:
1:100,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000
well you get the point...

E. Multiple Universes?

-What evidence do we have for this...none

-If so (which we don't) who built the generator?

-At least 20 different factors that must be precisely in place to sustain life on the Earth.

Life-sustaining transparent atmosphere, size and relative distance of the Earth, Moon, and Sun, the Earth's location in the galaxy, etc.

...by doing science, we find...God ~Lee Strobel

F. The Evidence of Biological Information (DNA and RNA)

-DNA functions like a software program, only one that is more complex than anyone has ever seen or produced.

-Where did the information in DNA come from?

-Information requires a material medium, but it transcends the material medium.

Only one known cause...Intelligence.

~"The heavens declare the glory of God, the skies proclaim the work of His hands. Day after day they pour forth speech. Night after night they proclaim knowledge. Their voice goes out into all the earth, their works to the end of the world." Psalm 19.

I would absolutely recommend you seeing this documentary, it will be well worth your time, and give you some great tools to share with others.

I believe in the sun even when it is not shining. I believe in love even when I feel it not. I believe in God even when He is silent. *Written on a wall in a concentration camp*

Checking In

2010-07-07T12:52:00.000-07:00

Picture by Molly

Hey ya'll nothing much to report over this way, just a lot of relaxing and spending time with family! I hope your week is going well, blessings to ya'll. Here's a song for you today...

I believe in the sun even when it is not shining. I believe in love even when I feel it not. I believe in God even when He is silent. *Written on a wall in a concentration camp*

How Was Your 4th of July?

2010-07-05T08:35:00.000-07:00

Hey all, just wanted to say I hope ya'll had a fine and dandy 4th of July! My family spent time with each other playing games, visiting, and eating of course!

I believe in the sun even when it is not shining. I believe in love even when I feel it not. I believe in God even when He is silent. *Written on a wall in a concentration camp*

Moi' And Stuff

2010-07-01T21:03:00.000-07:00

My new look!

My strongman Jacob, holding his brother up!

Jesse getting in on the fun with Mama!

Jesse getting pie'd for cancer @Relay For Life!

Some of the 80 lbs of strawberries my hubby and boys cored and put into gallon size freezer bags for making jam, jelly and pies!

Our car for the CarSmash @Relay For Life here in Josephine County Oregon! Our team won best on-site fundraiser this year!

I believe in the sun even when it is not shining. I believe in love even when I feel it not. I believe in God even when He is silent. *Written on a wall in a concentration camp*

Wacky Wednesday

2010-06-30T13:20:00.000-07:00

I believe in the sun even when it is not shining. I believe in love even when I feel it not. I believe in God even when He is silent. *Written on a wall in a concentration camp*

Follow Me Back Tuesday

2010-06-29T08:00:00.000-07:00

Hey ya'll it's time again for Follow Me Back Tuesday, yay! This fun meme is hosted by the lovely ladies at...Survey Junkie, Little Yaya's, Review Retreat, and Boobies,Babies and A Blog! Have a wonderful day ya'll! Now go on over and follow some new blogs today!

I believe in the sun even when it is not shining. I believe in love even when I feel it not. I believe in God even when He is silent. *Written on a wall in a concentration camp*

WooHoo!

2010-06-27T10:27:00.000-07:00

Hey friends, I just wanted to update ya'll on my weight loss stats.

I'm doing pretty good, I've lost 44lbs so far and only have 16 to go. Truth be told I feel so much better and have huge amounts of energy, and compared to how I used to feel...this change is awesome!

I also want to thank you for being such loyal and wonderful friends, even though I don't get around too much, at least lately. This break I have been taking is doing wonders for my soul, and being summertime is such a busy time for us moms I just don't want to take so much time away from my chitlins...lol.

Anyhoodles I know ya'll understand where I am coming from...just know I love you all dearly and will resume a more regular schedule when September comes around. This doesn't mean I won't be posting, just not so regularly and I will do my best to get to your blogs and check out what ya'll have been up too! When the kids are busy doing their stuff, I will sneak away...quiet like a mouse...and peruse ya'lls blogs...lol!

Blessings,

I believe in the sun even when it is not shining. I believe in love even when I feel it not. I believe in God even when He is silent. *Written on a wall in a concentration camp*

Soak Up The Sun

2010-06-25T09:39:00.000-07:00

I believe in the sun even when it is not shining. I believe in love even when I feel it not. I believe in God even when He is silent. *Written on a wall in a concentration camp*

I'm On Vacation With Mama And Miss Molly

2010-06-22T09:32:00.000-07:00

Hey all, just a little note to say I'm on vacation for this week. I will try to post every now and then but for the most part I'll be missing in action here on my blog! Mama, me and Miss Molly are just relaxing and spending time doing a lot of nothing! Blessings to you all, toodles!

I believe in the sun even when it is not shining. I believe in love even when I feel it not. I believe in God even when He is silent. *Written on a wall in a concentration camp*

My Time At Relay For Life

2010-06-21T07:00:00.000-07:00

Hi friends and family! I just finished participating in my first Relay For Life event and let me tell you something, it was life-changing and emotional.

I have to say I was very excited to be a part of Relay For Life for a few reasons, two of them being, I am a survivor of cancer, and I have many family members who have either survived, lost their lives, or are in the battle now. I was proud to honor all of them by walking the Relay event.

As my friends and I took our place at the starting line to walk our survivor lap we were all excited and emotional. We had battled cancer and we won. As I walked I thanked God for bringing me through the last few years and for giving me another chance at life.

Then as we passed by our team and family members the emotions overtook me and I bawled tears of joy, and my friends and I raised our arms in victory because we fought cancer and WE WON!

The day was filled with tears and laughter as we walked laps and raised even more money to research and find a cure for cancer. There were so many incredible people at the event and I felt honored to be among them. I even have a medal for my having survived CANCER, it doesn't get much better than that.

Our team made it to Silver Team. We painted a car PURPLE and spray painted the names of cancer all over it and people came in droves to beat the cancer car to bits, me included. As I smashed the Thyroid cancer bit of the car I unloaded all my anger and put a huge dent right in the middle of it. It was cathartic to say the least.

We also had a pie smash at our tent site as well as Happy Un-Birthday grams. All these different things helped us raise even more money to beat cancer for good. My mama went and was a huge support for me, and for that I am even more in love with her. She is a sweet soul and one of my very best friends. We now have matching cancer bracelets in honor of our time with the monster that is CANCER.

That is all for now, thanks for sticking by me even when I don't post every day. I love you all--You Rock! I wish you could have been there with me but you were there in my heart and that was good enough for me. Blessings bloggy friends!

I believe in the sun even when it is not shining. I believe in love even when I feel it not. I believe in God even when He is silent. *Written on a wall in a concentration camp*

My Prayer To My God Today!

2010-06-18T09:06:00.000-07:00

God You are so good, Your love endures forever...You alone are worthy to be praised, You are so good to me. Thank you for Your grace and mercy, You alone are to be praised. I praise Your name on high, thank You Father God for Your loving-kindness. Friends let us lift His name on high, for He is so worthy, and His love and grace are endless.

I believe in the sun even when it is not shining. I believe in love even when I feel it not. I believe in God even when He is silent. *Written on a wall in a concentration camp*

My Day So Far

2010-06-16T15:49:00.000-07:00

For the last few days the weather has been so nice and warm I have been able to enjoy being outside. My son Jesse and I took a long walk around our beautiful town the other day, and a bike ride yesterday. Now as I sit here at my computer I can feel the cold seeping into my joints. The sky is dark with grey clouds, and the wind is blowing a coldness into me. It seems like we will get either a very short hot summer or a spring like summer, the weather doesn't seem to be able to make up it's mind. I have never been one to wish for hot weather but I truely need some sunshine on my shoulders.

I had a dream last night...wanna hear it? Okay you talked me into it. From what I remember I was dreaming about a new and interesting subject to blog about...LOL. It was interesting, and intuitive and when I woke up it felt completely real...only....I could not remember what the subject was that I wanted to blog about. All day long I have wracked my brain, I simply cannot remember what it was. Funny isn't it!

Today has been one of those days, you know the kind, full of things you need to do. For instance, for some reason when my hubby woke up at say 5am I woke up and could not go back to sleep. So around 5:30am I got myself up and dressed, made coffee, sat down at the computer for a few minutes, and then got myself going on the housework/laundry. My nephew came by to get our extension ladder so he could trim the trees at one of our stores, then when the kids + 1 cousin came home from putting the frieght away at the same store we all went grocery shopping...fun...really, it was, especially with 3 teens and one pre-teen. (I'm totally being serious about the fun part) Now as I sit here trying to get warm and stay awake, I find myself waiting for a friend who is suppossed to be coming over to use the computer/internets...lol. Sometime after all this, I will need to think about dinner for the chitlins (kids).

I will go for now, but believe me when I say I will be back! Blessings to all who pass this way!

I believe in the sun even when it is not shining. I believe in love even when I feel it not. I believe in God even when He is silent. *Written on a wall in a concentration camp*

Great God

2010-06-16T07:00:00.000-07:00

I believe in the sun even when it is not shining. I believe in love even when I feel it not. I believe in God even when He is silent. *Written on a wall in a concentration camp*

So Great

2010-06-15T11:00:00.000-07:00

I believe in the sun even when it is not shining. I believe in love even when I feel it not. I believe in God even when He is silent. *Written on a wall in a concentration camp*

Follow Me Back Tuesday

2010-06-15T08:20:00.000-07:00

Hey ya'll it time for Follow Me Back Tuesday!

This wonderful Meme is hosted by the lovely ladies at...Survey Junkie, Little Yaya's, Review Retreat, and Boobies, Babies And A Blog. Now go to one of the sites I listed and have you some fun finding new blogs to follow! Happy Tuesday to you all!

I believe in the sun even when it is not shining. I believe in love even when I feel it not. I believe in God even when He is silent. *Written on a wall in a concentration camp*

Do Not Attemp To Adjust Your Computer Screen...

2010-06-14T08:00:00.000-07:00

We interrupt our regularly scheduled program.....um...just kidding! I will be taking a break from posting today, May God bless you abundantly, and may His face shine upon you all!

I believe in the sun even when it is not shining. I believe in love even when I feel it not. I believe in God even when He is silent. *Written on a wall in a concentration camp*

Sweet Sleep

2010-06-13T13:00:00.000-07:00

I believe in the sun even when it is not shining. I believe in love even when I feel it not. I believe in God even when He is silent. *Written on a wall in a concentration camp*

Daystar (Shine Down On Me)

2010-06-13T08:00:00.000-07:00

I believe in the sun even when it is not shining. I believe in love even when I feel it not. I believe in God even when He is silent. *Written on a wall in a concentration camp*

Wrap Up Of My Week

2010-06-12T07:30:00.000-07:00

So let me tell you what I have been up to lately...Not a whole lot. That being said, it seems like I have been on a much needed vacation...of sorts. I have spent a lot of time just resting, watching movies with the kids, taking walks and riding my beloved Choncho (Beach cruiser), lol. Ya'll know how much I love my bike, right? Right! I have not really felt inspired to write much, I just feel like I am blocked, like I need this little respite/vacation.

When I was on the hcg diet I obsessed over the weight I was losing...how much and how often...Now I am obsessing over the weight that my body is gaining...just a little weight, Really, it is no big deal, but my brain cannot quit obsessing over it. I know it is perfectly normal for my body to fluctuate up and down for the first 1-3 weeks as it tries to find it's new normal, that doesn't make it any easier for someone like me. I have a problem with weight and the number on the scale, see I used to have an eating disorder...when I was a teenager, and then after my second son...14 years ago.

I don't anymore, but this whole hcg maintenance is going to drive me NUTS as my body tries to establish a new normal. I have barely gotten 1000 calories a day and still gained 1.6 lbs..largely due to my not following the rule of no added SUGAR...I love my salad dressing which happens to have a little added SUGAR in it, as well as my diet Pepsi...one of these two is causing my weight gain because it can't be the calories. It is probably my beloved salad dressing, so I will have to say goodbye to it until my 3 weeks of maintenance are up.

Yes I am done whining, sorry friends. I am getting ready to do the Relay For Life next weekend and I am a little nervous. It will be my 1st relay for cancer, and my 1st as a survivor. It is actually a little exciting, my team is doing well with their fundraising endeavors and we have made the bronze team but would like to get to the silver team. So next weekend my boys, my mom and I will spend the day walking laps, manning the car smash, and raising even more money to research and cure cancer, but first I will get to walk the survivors lap with many others just like me, I can't wait, I will probably cry...for joy!

Well, my children are setting up the tent in the backyard and I am getting antsy to move around. May you all have a wonderful weekend, full of BBQ's, fun and family and friends...blessings to you all!

I believe in the sun even when it is not shining. I believe in love even when I feel it not. I believe in God even when He is silent. *Written on a wall in a concentration camp*

Jesus

2010-06-11T19:00:00.000-07:00

I believe in the sun even when it is not shining. I believe in love even when I feel it not. I believe in God even when He is silent. *Written on a wall in a concentration camp*

Good Old Maxine

2010-06-11T08:00:00.000-07:00

I believe in the sun even when it is not shining. I believe in love even when I feel it not. I believe in God even when He is silent. *Written on a wall in a concentration camp*

Mickey And Pluto

2010-06-10T11:30:00.000-07:00

I believe in the sun even when it is not shining. I believe in love even when I feel it not. I believe in God even when He is silent. *Written on a wall in a concentration camp*

Roasted Peanuts Anyone?

2010-06-10T07:00:00.000-07:00

I believe in the sun even when it is not shining. I believe in love even when I feel it not. I believe in God even when He is silent. *Written on a wall in a concentration camp*

Psalm 23

2010-06-09T10:00:00.000-07:00

Psalm 23:1-6

The LORD is my shephard,

I shall not want.

He makes me lie down in green pastures;

He leads me beside quiet waters.

He restores my soul;

He guides me in the paths of righteousness

For His name's sake.

Even though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death,

I fear no evil; for Thy rod and Thy staff, they comfort me.

Thou does prepare a table before me in the presence of my enemies;

Thou hast annointed my head with oil;

My cup overflows.

Surely goodness and lovingkindness will follow me all the days of my life,

And I will dwell in the house of the LORD forever.

I believe in the sun even when it is not shining. I believe in love even when I feel it not. I believe in God even when He is silent. *Written on a wall in a concentration camp*

Survey Bible Reading Plan Days 22~28

2010-06-09T08:26:00.000-07:00

This week I will be reading Nehemiah through Proverbs 3. Please feel free to read along, just click the link next to the passage you would like to read. Enjoy!

Monday...Nehemiah 1-2, 4, 6
Tuesday...Esther 1-4
Wednesday...Job 1-3, 38-42
Thursday...Psalms 1,8,19,23
Friday...Psalms 51,100,103,139
Saturday...Proverbs 1-3
Sunday Off

This week's inspirational quote is...

Trials are medicines which our gracious and wise Physician prescribes because we need them; and he proportions the frequency and weight of them to what the case requires. Let us trust his skill and thank him for his prescription.

~Isaac Newton

I believe in the sun even when it is not shining. I believe in love even when I feel it not. I believe in God even when He is silent. *Written on a wall in a concentration camp*

I Am

2010-06-09T07:00:00.000-07:00

I believe in the sun even when it is not shining. I believe in love even when I feel it not. I believe in God even when He is silent. *Written on a wall in a concentration camp*

My Cherry Tree By Ellen Bailey

2010-06-08T10:00:00.000-07:00

~My Cherry Tree by Ellen Bailey~

I sat watching the birds in my cherry tree

There were so many they out-numbered the leaves

They would flint and flutter and fly all about

Stuffing my cherries in their little mouths

There were bluebirds and redbirds and sparrows

They had come to my tree for the fruit to borrow

They made a lot of noise and were happy as can be

I began to doubt if there would be any left for me

I planted that tree and nurtured it from seed

I watered and pruned it as often was the need

I toiled and labored to protect it from the cold

I was raising prized cherries, or so I was told

But these feathered friends thought not of me

They kept nibbling and gobbling on my cherries

"Stop", I shouted, "and leave that tree"

"You have taken more cherries than you need"

My pleading cries went unheeded

Then I realized just what I needed

I rush to my neighbor's house for a chat

And returned to my cherry tree and sat

With my new found friend, the neighbor's cat

I believe in the sun even when it is not shining. I believe in love even when I feel it not. I believe in God even when He is silent. *Written on a wall in a concentration camp*

Follow Me Back Tuesday

2010-06-08T08:13:00.000-07:00

Hey ya'll it's time again for Follow Me Back Tuesday. This Meme is hosted by...Survey Junkie, Little Yaya's, Review Retreat and Boobies, Babies And A Blog. All you have to do is link up on one of these sites and follow your hearts desire! Have a wonderful Tuesday, and Blessings to you all.

I believe in the sun even when it is not shining. I believe in love even when I feel it not. I believe in God even when He is silent. *Written on a wall in a concentration camp*

My Experience On The HCG Diet

2010-06-08T07:00:00.000-07:00

Days 1-2 I had to gorge myself on fattening foods, I have to admit that I enjoyed that part, sort of. Let me explain, as some of you may remember I have been on a weight loss journey for awhile now and lost about 19 lbs by eating the right portion sizes and exercising regularly. Part of me loved being able to eat fattening foods willy nilly, but the other part of me did not want to gain any weight back that I had already lost. Although I ended up losing 1.6 lbs so all in all the first two days were not so bad.

Days 3-9 1st week on HCG and 500 calorie food plan. Feeling pretty good.
Days 10-16 2nd week on HCG and 500 calorie food plan. Tired and weak.
Days 17-23 3rd week on HCG and 500 calorie food plan. Tired and weak + constipation.
Days 24-30 4th and final week on HCG and 500 calorie food plan. Constipation.

Day 3 down 3.4lbs
Day 4 down 4.8lbs
Day 5 down 4.8lbs
Day 6 down 6.4lbs
Day 7 down 7.6lbs
Day 8 down 8.0lbs
Day 9 down 9.6lbs
Day 10 down 10.6lbs
Day 11 down 11.4lbs
Day 12 down 12.2lbs
Day 13 down 12.2lbs
Day 14 down 13.2lbs
Day 15 down 13.2lbs
Day 16 down 14.0lbs
Day 17 down 14.4lbs
Day 18 down 13.8lbs
Day 19 down 14.8lbs
Day 20 down 15.8lbs
Day 21 down 16.0lbs
Day 22 down 16.8lbs
Day 23 down 17.2lbs
Day 24 down 17.2lbs
Day 25 down 18.6lbs
Day 26 down 19.2lbs
Day 27 down Same
Day 28 down Same

Days 29-31 no HCG but still on 500 calorie food plan.
The next 3 weeks...1500 calorie maintenance plan. Limit added sugars and starches/carbohydrates.

Total weight lost...21.4
Final BMI reading...30.0
Weight left to lose to 50lbs...10.2

What was my overall impression of the HCG Diet? Well it works, but I felt so tired and weak most of the time and had a real problem with constipation, so it was not a wonderful experience for me. I seemed to be able to handle the 500 calories without much hunger and that was a good thing. Even though the literature states that a person should feel energized and have little to no hunger, I have to say I did not feel energized after the 1st week at all, in fact it was a problem for the last 2 weeks of the diet.

Would I suggest the HCG Diet to anyone? No, it is far to restrictive and does not give you the essential nutrients your body needs, and I fear the claims made regarding not losing lean muscle mass, etc...are hugely misleading. I have felt weak and exhausted for 2 weeks straight. The one thing I would give this diet kudos for...it is great for losing a lot of weight fast but, this diet is just that, a diet, and in no way can be sustained for too long a time. This diet does not teach you how to eat sensibly at all. Before I went on this diet I learned what a real portion size looks like, how to eat 1200-1500 calories a day, and to get regular exercise, all these things are important to making a lifestyle change that will last, well...a LIFETIME.

My suggestion? Find a good calorie counter online and track what you eat for a week, then learn to eat within your bodies caloric needs, read labels and eat one portion of whatever you put in your mouth, and finally get moving. Incorporate some sort of exercise into your daily life. It could be swimming, walking, running, jogging, bicycling, etc...whatever it is you like to do...just do it! If a calorie counter isn't your thing, maybe join your local gym or weight watchers support group, whatever you do, make it a lifestyle change not a diet, and good luck, you can do it.

I believe in the sun even when it is not shining. I believe in love even when I feel it not. I believe in God even when He is silent. *Written on a wall in a concentration camp*

Mothers

2010-06-07T11:00:00.000-07:00

I believe in the sun even when it is not shining. I believe in love even when I feel it not. I believe in God even when He is silent. *Written on a wall in a concentration camp*

A Message From Me To You

2010-06-07T08:00:00.000-07:00

I just found out Saturday that my dear sweet cousin Melinda is in remission just like me. The joy this family feels is just WOW! We have been praying for this moment for a long time and I am so excited for her and her boys to get on with their lives.

For anyone who has had cancer or has someone in their immediate circle with cancer or even lost someone to cancer...you know what I mean when I say Cancer Sucks! Cancer takes so much away from you and gives little to nothing back.

I am so thankful to all who prayed and encouraged me in my fight, it truly helped. If you know someone who is fighting this battle, pray for them, encourage them and love on them, it will be a blessing to them and to you as well.

I believe in the sun even when it is not shining. I believe in love even when I feel it not. I believe in God even when He is silent. *Written on a wall in a concentration camp*

Worthy The Lamb

2010-06-06T09:00:00.000-07:00

I believe in the sun even when it is not shining. I believe in love even when I feel it not. I believe in God even when He is silent. *Written on a wall in a concentration camp*

Sunday Funnies

2010-06-06T07:00:00.000-07:00

I believe in the sun even when it is not shining. I believe in love even when I feel it not. I believe in God even when He is silent. *Written on a wall in a concentration camp*

Faith, Hope, Love

2010-06-05T08:33:00.000-07:00

I believe in the sun even when it is not shining. I believe in love even when I feel it not. I believe in God even when He is silent. *Written on a wall in a concentration camp*

Award Time

2010-06-04T10:00:00.000-07:00

These are a few of the awards I have been given lately by my wonderful bloggy friends. I am not much for remembering all the rules about getting them and then giving them, and because all of you are such wonderful bloggers I am giving them away to YOU! Yes that's right, you!

Why? Because you are all such deserving bloggers who work hard to post such a wonderful plethura of topics, reviews, giveaways, etc. Please take them, You are deserving! I think so and I am sure your followers would agree. Blessings to you all. Enjoy!

I believe in the sun even when it is not shining. I believe in love even when I feel it not. I believe in God even when He is silent. *Written on a wall in a concentration camp*

Friday Follow Me

2010-06-04T08:31:00.000-07:00

Hey ya'll I found a new Friday Meme. This one is hosted by Babes Rockin Mami, Mommy Loves Stilettos, and Vodka Logic.

All you have to do is go on over to one of the sites above and put your blog post url in the Mclinky, grab the Friday Follow Me button, and follow friday-follow.com. Then follow the Friday Follow hostesses listed in the first three slots, and you are on your way to finding some new blogs to follow. Be sure to leave a comment on the new blogs you are following so they can have a chance to follow back! Have fun!

I believe in the sun even when it is not shining. I believe in love even when I feel it not. I believe in God even when He is silent. *Written on a wall in a concentration camp*

My Sunshine

2010-06-04T07:00:00.000-07:00

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♪♫•*¨*•.¸¸♥ !♪♫•*¨*•.¸¸♥ I'll always love you♪♫•*¨*•.¸¸♥ ¸¸.•*¨*•♫And make you happy♪♫•*¨*•.¸¸♥ ¸¸.•*¨*•♫♪If you will only say the same♪♫•*¨*•.¸¸♥ ¸¸.•*¨*•♫♪But if you leave me to love another ♥ ♥ ♥♪♫•*¨*•.¸¸♥ ♪♫•*¨*•.¸¸♥ !♪♫•*¨*•.¸¸♥You'll regret it all someday♪♫•*¨*•.¸¸♥ ¸¸.•*¨*•♫♪♪♫•*¨*•.¸¸♥ !♪♫•*¨*•.¸¸♥ You are my Sunshine♪♫•*¨*•.¸¸♥ ¸¸.•*¨*•♫♪My only Sunshine♪♫•*¨*•.¸¸♥ ¸¸.•*¨*•♫You make me happy when skies are grey♥ ♥ ♥♪♫•*¨*•.¸¸♥♪♫•*¨*•.¸¸♥ !♪♫•*¨*•.¸¸♥ ♪♫•*¨*•.¸¸♥ ¸¸.•*¨*•♫♪ You'll never know dear how much I love you♪♫•*¨*•.¸¸♥ ¸¸.•*¨*•♫♪♪♫•*¨*•.¸¸♥ !♪♫•*¨*•.¸¸♥ Please don't take my Sunshine away♪♫•*¨*•.¸¸♥ ¸¸.•*¨*•♫♪

♥ ♥ ♥♪♫•*¨*•.¸¸♥♪♫•*¨*•.¸¸♥ !♪♫•*¨*•.¸¸♥ You told me once dear♪♫•*¨*•.¸¸♥ ¸¸.•*¨*•♫♪♪♫•*¨*•.¸¸♥ !♪♫•*¨*•.¸¸♥ You really loved me♪♫•*¨*•.¸¸♥ ¸¸.•*¨*•♫♪But now you've left me to love another♪♫•*¨*•.¸¸♥ ¸¸.•*¨*•♫♪♫•*¨*•.¸¸♥ !♪♫•*¨*•.¸¸♥ You have shattered all my dreams ♥ ♥ ♥♪♫•*¨*•.¸¸♥♪♫•*¨*•.¸¸♥ !♪♫•*¨*•.¸¸♥ You are my Sunshine♪♫•*¨*•.¸¸♥ ¸¸.•*¨*•♫♪♪♫•*¨*•.¸¸♥ !♪♫•*¨*•.¸¸♥ My only Sunshine♪♫•*¨*•.¸¸♥ ¸¸.•*¨*•♫♪You make me happy when skies are grey♪♫•*¨*•.¸¸♥ ¸¸.•*¨*•♫♪♪♫•*¨*•.¸¸♥ !♪♫•*¨*•.¸¸♥ You'll never know dear how much I love you ♥ ♥ ♥♪♫•*¨*•.¸¸♥♪♫•*¨*•.¸¸♥ !♪♫•*¨*•.¸¸♥ Please don't take my Sunshine away♪♫•*¨*•.¸¸♥ !♪♫•*¨*•.¸¸♥

♪♫•*¨*•.¸¸♥ ¸¸.•*¨*•♫Louisiana my Louisiana♪♫•*¨*•.¸¸♥ ¸¸.•*¨*•♫♪The place where I was borne ♥ ♥ ♥♪♫•*¨*•.¸¸♥♪♫•*¨*•.¸¸♥ !♪♫•*¨*•.¸¸♥ White fields of cotton♪♫•*¨*•.¸¸♥ !♪♫•*¨*•.¸¸♥ ♪♫•*¨*•.¸¸♥ ¸¸.•*¨*•♫♪ Green fields clover♪♫•*¨*•.¸¸♥ ¸¸.•*¨*•♫♪♪♫•*¨*•.¸¸♥ !♪♫•*¨*•.¸¸♥ The best fishing and long tall corn♪♫•*¨*•.¸¸♥ ¸¸.•*¨*•♫♪♪♫•*¨*•.¸¸♥ !♪♫•*¨*•.¸¸♥ You are my Sunshine♥ ♥ ♥♪♫•*¨*•.¸¸♥♪♫•*¨*•.¸¸♥ !♪♫•*¨*•.¸¸♥ My only Sunshine♪♫•*¨*•.¸¸♥ ¸¸.•*¨*•♫♪ ♪♫•*¨*•.¸¸♥ !♪♫•*¨*•.¸¸♥ You make me happy♪♫•*¨*•.¸¸♥ ¸¸.•*¨*•♫♪When skies are grey♪♫•*¨*•.¸¸♥ ¸¸.•*¨*•♫♪You'll never know dear how much I love you ♥ ♥ ♥♪♫•*¨*•.¸¸♥ ♪♫•*¨*•.¸¸♥ !♪♫•*¨*•.¸¸♥ Please don't take my Sunshine away♪♫•*¨*•.¸¸♥ ¸¸.•*¨*•♫♪

♪♫•*¨*•.¸¸♥ ¸¸.•*¨*•♫♪♪♫•*¨*•.¸¸♥ !♪♫•*¨*•.¸¸♥ Crawfish, gumbo, jambalaya♪♫•*¨*•.¸¸♥ ¸¸.•*¨*•♫♪♪♫•*¨*•.¸¸♥ !♪♫•*¨*•.¸¸♥ The biggest shrimp and sugar cane♥ ♥ ♥♪♫•*¨*•.¸¸♥♪♫•*¨*•.¸¸♥ !♪♫•*¨*•.¸¸♥The finest oysters and sweet strawberries♪♫•*¨*•.¸¸♥ ¸¸.•*¨*•♫♪ From Toledo Bend to New Orleans♪♫•*¨*•.¸¸♥ ¸¸.•*¨*•♫♪♪♫•*¨*•.¸¸♥ !♪♫•*¨*•.¸¸♥ You are my Sunshine♪♫•*¨*•.¸¸♥ !♪♫•*¨*•.¸¸♥ ♪♫•*¨*•.¸¸♥ ¸¸.•*¨*•♫My only Sunshine ♥ ♥ ♥♪♫•*¨*•.¸¸♥♪♫•*¨*•.¸¸♥ !♪♫•*¨*•.¸¸♥ You make me happy when skies are grey♪♫•*¨*•.¸¸♥ ¸¸.•*¨*•♫♪ You'll never know dear how much I love you♪♫•*¨*•.¸¸♥ ¸¸.•*¨*•♫♪♪♫•*¨*•.¸¸♥ !♪♫•*¨*•.¸¸♥ Please don't take my Sunshine away♪♫•*¨*•.¸¸♥♫♪ ♪♫•*¨*•.¸¸♥ !

I believe in the sun even when it is not shining. I believe in love even when I feel it not. I believe in God even when He is silent. *Written on a wall in a concentration camp*

Twitter Hop Thursday Is Here

2010-06-03T09:00:00.000-07:00

It's time for Twitter Hop Thursday, Yay! This is a fun Meme hosted by Simply Stacie, The King's Court IV, Little Yaya's, Review Retreat and Mom's Wear Your Tees. Now go on over and find some tweets to follow! All you gotta do is put your twitter address in the bloghop on one of their pages, follow some new tweets, and sit back and see how many new twitter followers you get, now go on and have some fun!

I believe in the sun even when it is not shining. I believe in love even when I feel it not. I believe in God even when He is silent. *Written on a wall in a concentration camp*

Simple Pleasures Thursday

2010-06-03T08:00:00.000-07:00

My Simple Pleasures for this last week are as follows...

Relaxing with my daughter while watching her favorite show, Hannah Montana!

Fitting into smaller size jeans that were tight two weeks ago, but are a little baggy now!

Visiting and catching up with a great girlfriend of mine while on the way to a doctors appointment!

Enjoying the freedom and liberty of America thanks to all the past and present service men and woman in the Military!

Realizing just how blessed I truly am!

What were your simple pleasures this past week?

I believe in the sun even when it is not shining. I believe in love even when I feel it not. I believe in God even when He is silent. *Written on a wall in a concentration camp*

Taste The Rainbow

2010-06-02T16:00:00.000-07:00

I believe in the sun even when it is not shining. I believe in love even when I feel it not. I believe in God even when He is silent. *Written on a wall in a concentration camp*

Peace

2010-06-02T11:00:00.000-07:00

I believe in the sun even when it is not shining. I believe in love even when I feel it not. I believe in God even when He is silent. *Written on a wall in a concentration camp*

So Small

2010-06-02T07:00:00.000-07:00

I believe in the sun even when it is not shining. I believe in love even when I feel it not. I believe in God even when He is silent. *Written on a wall in a concentration camp*

~Te He Hee~

2010-06-01T10:00:00.000-07:00

I believe in the sun even when it is not shining. I believe in love even when I feel it not. I believe in God even when He is silent. *Written on a wall in a concentration camp*

Follow Me Back Tuesday

2010-06-01T07:00:00.000-07:00

Hey all, it's time for Follow Me Back Tuesday. This Meme is hosted by the lovelies at... Boobies, Babies, And A Blog, Little Yaya's, Review Retreat, and Survey Junkie. This is a fun Meme so go and meet some new bloggers to follow!

I believe in the sun even when it is not shining. I believe in love even when I feel it not. I believe in God even when He is silent. *Written on a wall in a concentration camp*

Survey Bible Reading Plan Days 15~20

2010-05-31T07:03:00.000-07:00

I am going to be changing how I do the Survey Bible Reading Plan. Instead of going through every chapter/subject I will just list the passages of scripture to be read each week. You can then do it on your own time schedule as I have been. Enjoy!

Monday~ 2 Kings 1-2, 6-7, 11-12
Tuesday~ 2 Kings 17-23
Wednesday~ 1 Chronicles 15-17, 21-22, 28-29
Thursday~ 2 Chronicles 5-10, 14-16
Friday~ 2 Chronicles 24-26, 29-35
Saturday~ Ezra 3, 6-7
Sunday~ No Reading

Inspirational thought for the week...

A man can no more diminish God's glory by refusing to worship Him than a lunatic can put out the sun by scribbling the word, 'darkness' on the walls of his cell.

C. S. Lewis

I believe in the sun even when it is not shining. I believe in love even when I feel it not. I believe in God even when He is silent. *Written on a wall in a concentration camp*

Wait On The Lord

2010-05-30T12:46:00.000-07:00

I believe in the sun even when it is not shining. I believe in love even when I feel it not. I believe in God even when He is silent. *Written on a wall in a concentration camp*

Heart Of Worship

2010-05-29T12:04:00.000-07:00

I believe in the sun even when it is not shining. I believe in love even when I feel it not. I believe in God even when He is silent. *Written on a wall in a concentration camp*

Problem Solver

2010-05-29T07:02:00.000-07:00

I believe in the sun even when it is not shining. I believe in love even when I feel it not. I believe in God even when He is silent. *Written on a wall in a concentration camp*

Curling?

2010-05-28T10:00:00.000-07:00

I believe in the sun even when it is not shining. I believe in love even when I feel it not. I believe in God even when He is silent. *Written on a wall in a concentration camp*

The Truth

2010-05-28T07:00:00.000-07:00

I found this wonderful devotion in my (e)mail box yesterday morning and just had to share part of it with you..enjoy! This devotional is from Proverbs 31 ministries.

"Then you will know the truth, and the truth will set you free." John 8:32 (NIV)

Whatever we are facing in this moment we can choose to grab on to the truth. Let everything else go. Let go of the anxiety, fear, uncertainty, and frustration. Park our mind with what is true. "Then you will know the truth, and the truth will set you free" (John 8:32).

What situation are you facing today where you need some fresh insights and truth?

Why is truth so powerful?

Why is just the utterance of Jesus' Name so powerful?

Power Verses:
John 14:6, "Jesus answered, 'I am the way and the truth and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me.'" (NIV)

I believe in the sun even when it is not shining. I believe in love even when I feel it not. I believe in God even when He is silent. *Written on a wall in a concentration camp*

The Economy

2010-05-27T10:00:00.000-07:00

I believe in the sun even when it is not shining. I believe in love even when I feel it not. I believe in God even when He is silent. *Written on a wall in a concentration camp*

ENDURANCE

2010-05-27T07:00:00.000-07:00

I believe in the sun even when it is not shining. I believe in love even when I feel it not. I believe in God even when He is silent. *Written on a wall in a concentration camp*

Don't Get Greedy

2010-05-26T12:00:00.000-07:00

I believe in the sun even when it is not shining. I believe in love even when I feel it not. I believe in God even when He is silent. *Written on a wall in a concentration camp*

Part 4…The Dubois Family

2010-05-26T09:00:00.000-07:00

The Reverend Dewey Dubois and his late wife Doris had only one child. That child would be Marty Dubois who happens to be father to the infamous Johnny. Now the Reverend’s wife died some twenty years ago from Colon Cancer, and he sorely missed her. Marty and his father Dewey never got along, not even when he was a little boy. This is probably due to the fact that Marty was a smart aleck and very stubborn who never learned to take criticism well.

Marty moved out of his childhood home when he was just 17 and lived with various relatives until he turned 18. He was able to get a job at the town’s paper mill and he is still there 34 years later. Shortly after he found a job at the paper mill, he met and married his wife Iva who is a cashier at Needham’s Fine Cuts. The two have been married just over 33 years, but I wouldn’t say it was a sweet union. Marty and Iva stay together mostly because no one else would want them but also because they have nothing better to do with their time.

The Reverend Dubois and his son never speak even though they live in the same small town. Marty has learned over the years how to avoid his father at all costs. He has a hatred for him, but not even Marty is sure why. It may have had to do with The Reverend being, well a Reverend. Dewey was the kind of father who religiously followed the Proverbs 22:6 “Train up a child in the way he should go and when he is old he will not depart from it” philosophy, as well as the “spare the rod, spoil the child” philosophy. It could also be due to the fact that The Reverend was always helping someone in need, and Marty felt neglected because of it.

So even though they both lived in the same town, Marty, and his father rarely ever crossed paths with each other. This was not the case with Johnny and his father, Marty. They happened to be employed by The Sandyhill Springs Paper Mill, although they worked different shifts, they still saw each other most every day. For the most part Johnny and his father got along; they had their differences but agreed on one thing, avoid The Reverend.

Johnny and his grandfather had never really been allowed to interact with each other, mostly because Marty and Iva kept their distance while Johnny was growing up, even to the point of keeping Johnny a secret for the 1st year of his life. Due to the nature of the relationship between Marty and Dewey it wasn’t really that hard, if you overlooked how small the town was.

Having a record increased the chances that Johnny would run into his Grandfather at the jailhouse, and that is usually where they would cross paths. The Reverend Dewey frequented the jailhouse every week to counsel wayward souls and help anyone that was in need. Most of the people locked up were in for petty crimes and it was usually just for a few days, though there were some in for longer stays.

The Reverend was a kindly gentleman somewhat more relaxed from his earlier days, and he made friends everywhere he went, so the men and woman locked up were usually happy to see him come for his weekly visit. He often brought goodies with him, and this made him ever more poplar, due to the state of the food they had to choose from. Dewey also made sure to bring in several Reader’s Digest copies, as well as Guideposts and Devotionals for the inmates to read.

Often when Johnny had been picked up for some petty crime, Dewey would be at the jail house making his usual rounds. They would see each other, but never once had they even said hello. Johnny hated his Grandfather, just like his father did, but Johnny secretly wished he and his Grandfather had a relationship. It wasn’t like anything had happened between Johnny and Dewey, they had just never spent time together…ever, and Marty had made sure of that.

Dewey prayed faithfully every day that God would bring him and Johnny together someday. He so wanted to be a real Grandfather to Johnny, to be a sort of mentor to him. Dewey and Marty had never gotten along, he knew he should have tried harder with his son, but at the time he was just so busy with his congregation.

The parishioners from Sandyhill Fellowship Friends Church needed their Pastor for everything, from death of a loved one, to divorce; their needs never seemed to end. Looking back Dewey knew that the break down in his relationship with his son was his fault. Once he tried to talk to Marty, to apologize for being an absent father, but Marty refused to speak to him and went so far as to tell Dewey to never come near him or his family or Dewey would be sorry.

Dewey thought it best to leave it alone, he had seen what Marty was capable of, he didn’t need to try again, and he knew there wasn’t a chance that Marty would forgive him. God could change Marty’s heart, but The Reverend thought it best to just take himself out of God’s way and let God do His thing. After all God had never needed Dewey’s help, and although He’d sure asked it many times, Dewey was content to leave it all at his Father’s feet

© 2010 Shannon M. King. This publication is the exclusive property of Shannon M. King and is protected under the US Copyright Act of 1976 and all other applicable international, federal, state and local laws. The contents of this post/story may not be reproduced as a whole or in part, by any means whatsoever, without consent of the author, Shannon M. King. All rights reserved.

I believe in the sun even when it is not shining. I believe in love even when I feel it not. I believe in God even when He is silent. *Written on a wall in a concentration camp*

Here But Not

2010-05-25T08:14:00.000-07:00

Good morning ya'll, just a little note to let you know what I am up to. I am going to be taking a little break, but will post most everyday. Let me explain...

I am feeling pretty exhausted and I need to take a break from posting something significant everyday. I will be posting a comic everyday, I also may participate in a Meme or two during the week, but I will not be posting anything significant for awhile.

You are all very important to me, but you may have noticed I have not been commenting as much as I once did. I am sorry, I have been so tired and just dealing with various issues that I have been absent in mind and in commenting. Just know that I am here, I am alive, and I will be back to posting more significant fare soon. So until then please enjoy my comics, video's and meme posts. Blessings to you and yours!

© 2010 Shannon M. King.

I believe in the sun even when it is not shining. I believe in love even when I feel it not. I believe in God even when He is silent. *Written on a wall in a concentration camp*